My dear friends, if you all remember I posted a while back about how last year around this time I developed this terrible illness and had to go to the hospital for three weeks. Well, thank goodness this year I am on medication, but my dear friends, I am starting to get these spells once again and they are really starting to worry me now. However I am so honoured to have this board and you'll just never know how delighted I am to have met all of you wonderful wonderful people on here. I don't know what it is, but I think during the winter time t hese spells come seem to come back and when I get these spells, my mind goes all over the place and so far today I had two of them and I am really really worried, but thank goodness I am taking my medication and thinking positive! Maybe friends the spells come a lot in the winter time because I didn't get them at all in the summer and also when I think about things too much I get them. I will be going to the doctor laqter today so please keep me in your prayers friends. You'll just never know how overjoyed I am to be taking my medication now and I know that I don't have to be hospitalized again like last year. It comes and goes very quickly and my mother told me not to think about it too much so that is exactly what I'm going to do, not to think about these spells at all. When I get them I forget what I'm doing, where I am or what is going on for a few seconds and it gets very embarrassing for me and for everyone around me. I love you all so much and this forum is like a home to me. My mother and I were talking this morning and you know folks, we are thinking of adopting a child due to all this terrible disaster. There are so many orphans without parents I'll tell you it's extremely heart breaking. I have always wanted a brother or sister, and I'll tell you if we adopt a child that will really make my dream come true.
God bless you all and many many thanks for all your prayers I know that everything will get better for me. At least I know I won't have that illness again now that I have so many of you in my life and now that I am taking the right medication. I will let you know what my doctor said.
Love you all so much! Yours very truly, Maheen.
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