Well,Gordon is being quite introspective at this time,given all that he's been through.
I don't think he means to depress you or himself or anyone else. He's got a lot to think about after all that as well as just the fact that he's 65 years old. A year and almost 1 month older than my mother!

Taking her out for dinner tonight,my brothers and I.

Happy Mother's Day to all you Moms on here!

Aurevoir!
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"A knight of the road,going back to a place where he might get warm."

- Borderstone