[charlene]

Well if you're 'expected' to attend then certainly attend but don't bother posting your disappointments and embarassment..

I assume you're not just a 'fan' so I can't figure why you attend so many shows unless you are an employee/crew or the like and are required to attend.. just a supposition however.

Such are the mysteries of life when someone says they don't enjoy something but keep going back for more.

I know there's a saying by Einstein about what insanity is - when you keep doing the same thing over and over but expect a different result.

But if you are 'expected' then maybe you don't have a choice...in that case I feel sorry for you that you are having to attend something you obviously find very difficult to endure and then feel compelled to express your feelings here.

If it is your choice then I really can't say anything except perhaps Einstein was right.