Pardon my abscence from my own thread but the memorial sort of broke me down emotionally and the days since have not been easy ones,not just for this but other things going on with myself.
Thanks for all things all of you posted,they are wonderful.
It's such an ironic thing that last year I took all of my old VHS tape+recorded music from TV ( 1991-1993 ) and transferred it all to to new Dvd's so I'd have it forever.
The last thing I recorded was a special tape of MJ 80s videos a then friend made for me. The only video not on it was 'Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough'. Also his videos from the Dangerous album.
I fiished the DVD with (what elese?) "Thrilller" in January. It's kind of spooked me a little.
....but I know that's simply a coincidence.
I'm slowly beginning to move forward and evidence of that was today,a woman I like at my work very much, was dressed incredibly feminine. *sigh*
Made me smile insdie and out.

Much to my own surprise