[Yuri]

Hang in there Pam. As Nightingale says, things get better with practice - music, confidence, stage presence, interaction with the audience, etc. No musician will ever please everyone in the audience. Most major acts faced numerous rejections by the record company 'suits' and indifferent audiences until something sparked after which the hoards were stumbling over each other to claim they saw them first. Music is a funny business. As long it brings enjoyment to yourself, stick with it.