[The Rez]

Two months ago Mama had another near-fatal heart attack.
She's back home now about a month.
Very scary in the ER to see her get Zapped by the Zappers
- twice -
to get her heart to stop racing.

The ER Dr. was great.
He explained to me each thing he was doing
and what machine numbers to keep a watch on - and why.
Man, is that rare in a Dr. . . .

Since her return home, she's very weak. Physically, the travail didn't push her all the way back to step one . . . it just feels like it to her.
What is effected heavily is her emotions.

Pastor Chuck at Calvary Costa Mesa and I talked via phone.
and both agreed to put any plans we had on hold for now . . .
either way the Lord chooses.

I won't be filling in on organ at church for awhile,
because that takes about a 7-8 hr commitment
on any given Sunday [all three services, etc]

Also, the Late Night Radio Outreach is on hold for now.
Chuck simply did the Biblical thing: He told me the truth in love.
He didn't want to see me crash and burn like the last time
I got swamped by more than my body and emotions could bear.

My ministry is here and now w/ Mama. It's still
Fullness of Joy. I'm living the example of God's Promise
to bring Good from Evil in the lives of those who are steadfast in the Faith.

The Rez

But Ya' Can't Look Back
When You're Movin' On
[Joshua 24:15]

[ March 13, 2006, 00:46: Message edited by: The Rez ]